Chapter 1: The Weight of Tomorrow

“If you are going to receive your doctorate tomorrow, you had better not bring that lady who smells like garbage, Lucas.”
The phrase landed in the room like a slap in the face as I stood frozen in the doorway. It was almost three in the morning in a cramped apartment in the suburbs of St. Paul. Outside it had just rained, and the hallway floor still smelled of wet pavement and damp wood. Inside, under a flickering yellow lightbulb, my black graduation gown lay spread out on the worn mattress like a costume from a different life.
Tomorrow, after years of studying at the local university, sleeping little, eating instant noodles, and enduring endless humiliations, I would finally be a Doctor of Chemistry.
But my foster mother was not sleeping. She was sitting on the cold linoleum floor, sorting through plastic bottles, crushed soda cans, and wet cardboard that she had scavenged throughout the day. Her hands were red, swollen, and cracked from years of hard labor. Every time one bottle hit another, the clinking sound felt like it was tearing something deep inside my chest.
“Mom, you can rest now,” I told her, my voice barely above a whisper.
She did not even lift her face, keeping her eyes focused on the pile of refuse.
“Not right now, son, because you need to go to sleep and get ready for your ceremony tomorrow.”
Her name was Joy, but everyone in our building called her Jojo. She was not my biological mother, though in more than twenty years, I never felt the need to label our relationship with any other title. When I was five, she came into my life after my real mother passed away from a sudden illness. And when my father, William, died three years later in a factory accident, Jojo stayed with me even though she had no obligation to do so. She had no blood relation to me, and she certainly had nothing to gain by raising a lonely, grieving boy. And yet, she stayed.
While she was meticulously arranging the recyclables, Mrs. Potts, our landlady, pushed the door open without bothering to knock. She was carrying a grocery bag and wore a sharp, judging smile that always made my skin crawl.
“Oh, Jojo, you are still collecting trash at this ungodly hour?” she said, her eyes drifting over to my graduation gown with a sneer. “Are you seriously planning to show up at the boy’s graduation tomorrow in those dirty clothes?”
My mother smiled a sad, tired smile, refusing to be provoked by the woman’s cruelty.
“Of course I am, because he is my son.”
Mrs. Potts let out a dry, hacking laugh that echoed in the tiny room.
“Your son? Oh, please, woman, do not forget he is not your own flesh and blood. You raise borrowed birds, and the moment they grow wings, they fly away and leave you behind. Besides, just imagine being surrounded by doctors and professors, are you really going to show up looking like a rag collector and embarrass him in front of everyone?”
I felt my blood boil as I stepped forward, my hands clenched into tight fists.
“Leave, Mrs. Potts,” I commanded, my voice trembling with suppressed rage.
She raised her hands in the air, feigning innocence as if she were the victim of my outburst.
“I am just telling you the hard truth, honey,” she muttered before turning on her heel and walking away.
When she left, I saw my mother continue separating the bottles as if she had not heard a single word of the insult. But I noticed her eyes were red and watery. I got up to get her a glass of water, and as I moved an old wooden box from under the bed, several dusty papers fell to the floor. I bent down to pick them up, thinking they were just old receipts or discarded bills.
They were promissory notes for massive amounts of money, ranging from ten thousand to forty thousand dollars. Then I saw medical files, lab tests, and hospital receipts for a series of expensive procedures. My hands started to tremble as I read a line that chilled me to the bone: “Lesion consistent with a possible tumor, urgent evaluation is recommended.”
I looked at my mother, who had gone deathly pale.
“What is all of this, Mom?” I asked, holding the papers up in front of her.
She froze, and for the first time in my life, I saw genuine fear etched onto her face.
“It is nothing, Lucas, just put them back,” she stammered.
“Nothing? You asked for money for treatment and did not tell me a single word about it?”
My mother looked down at her swollen hands, avoiding my gaze.
“You were finishing your thesis, and I could not have worried you with my own health problems.”
I felt my chest tighten until I could barely breathe. For years, I believed that I was her greatest pride and joy. That night, I finally understood that I had also been her greatest burden, hidden behind her constant sacrifice. Then her cheap burner phone rang, and the screen flashed a name I did not recognize: Mr. Barnes. Before she could reach for it, I answered the call out of sheer desperation.
“Jojo,” a rough voice barked, “the deadline is tomorrow, and if you do not pay the sixty thousand dollars, the cabin in the countryside will be sold.”
The cabin in the countryside. My mother’s only remaining property, the place she inherited from her parents. The one place she always said she would fix up someday to plant sunflowers and live out her final years in peace. I hung up the phone slowly, feeling the weight of her reality crashing down on me.
“Did you mortgage your family home too for me?” I asked, but she did not answer.
It was not necessary for her to speak, as the silence in the room confirmed everything I feared. I wanted to talk to her, to confront her, to hug her, and to apologize all at the same time. But just then, a text message arrived on my phone from an unknown, blocked number.
“Before you receive your degree, you should know exactly who Joy really is.”
Attached to the message was a photo, much older and grainier than the others. It was my mother, much younger, standing next to my father, William, and they were smiling like two people who shared a deep, private secret. The date on the back of the image was from the very same year my father died. I looked up at her, and for the first time in my life, I felt that everything I knew about my family was a calculated lie. I could not believe what I was about to discover, but I knew I had to find out the truth.
Chapter 2: The Hidden Lab
My mother saw the photo on my screen and her entire body turned as white as a sheet.
“Did you know my father long before you married him, or was everything you told me about how you met a lie?” I asked her.